Monday 17 August 2020

Five Months - Really?

 Monday, August 17, 2020

As I looked at today’s date, I realized it seemed familiar – vaguely. And then it struck me, March 17 was the first blog entry I did in this time of COVID-19. St. Patrick’s Day thought of in another time but not this year. Five months of being concerned that someone in my family or beloved circle of friends might be hit by this virus and taking all the precautions I can think of for this household – is a long time in the same mode.

Mom and me in Chester
And then I thought of what it must have been like for my mother during WWII in England with people she had never met before, with a baby and a husband off fighting the good fight. She did make some friends but I’m sure she was lonely there in Chester and she was there from May 1940 until June 1945. She went over with her father and came home with me.

So as I contemplate my 5 months of worry, I am now putting that up against my mother’s 5 years of dread. I can do this, She did it. I come from strong stock which I realize now after all these years.

While I’m not sure if it’s the virus outbreak or my age, I do find myself remembering the past and family stories and my own story much more. Maybe it’s a combination of the two.

On another topic, not quite as introspective, I am paying pretty close attention to the goings-on in the poor old US these days. It is easy to snipe and call folks bad names and although, it’s beyond me, be violent when the rage has boiled over. I fear for them. I don’t pretend to understand everything. I do know that a big change is needed. My biggest fear is that there will be civil war – not the same way, perhaps as the Civil War of April 12, 1861 – April 9, 1865 – but a war just the same. I watched part of a program on CNN last evening about the Electoral College. I will watch the whole thing today if I can. While I am not a constitutional expect, it seems to me that this part of the American government is well past its best-before-date. And my other small profundity for today is “Damn that Tea Party Bunch”!

Onwards!